What a fun task I had – take down the wardrobe in my room thats been there since I’ve moved in but never quite fitted as intended. My parents have got me a new wardrobe as an early Christmas present – as it was needed and the old one was coming apart kinda badly.

I took down the wardrobe very carefully to start with, and have a huge pile of screws and wood now stored within the garage. I helped when it was put up so remember mainly how to take it back down again. I say mainly anyhow.

I got the tops off, and the two main wardrobes down safely and it came to the centre piece. Something didn’t feel right, but I still continued. Everything was loose but its still wasn’t coming apart until that one screw… then KaBoom – EVERYthing came apart at once…

I should have listened to the feeling. Wish i’d caught that on camera – all you’d have seen was me left catching the electrics out of a falling down wardrobe and then a huge crash. I was pleased i’d disconnected the electrics first otherwise that would have been messy.

So… Wardrobe Destruction… Not as entertaining as Lemonade destruction (See youtube) but a different evening for me.

Now i’ve just to build the new one, but that not right away… well..

OK, its been a while for me to write, and the last month or so has made a lot of difference in me. I feel i’m on a journey – one thats not finishing anytime soon but the scenary is quite awesome showing paths in so many directions… I just need to stop every so often and take a look around to see where these things lead.

So many paths, and which one to take.

I am currently in a cosy place in life – I have 2 jobs that I can do quite well, and earn about enough to just about cover my lifes expenses. I have a home and many friends from all over the country now. I am not truelly happy in life but content in general.

I find it funny, the idea that we all have different passions in life. Work is not one for me. I work so that I can live, not live so that I can work as many people do. I’ve always worked in IT as its something i’ve been able to do but not something i’ve always liked to be doing.

At the moment, I am aware of many paths in life. I can not see them, but aware they are there. Its quite confusing, but faith tells me that it’ll all be OK in the end… It may be bumpy but we’ll get there somehow – probably not the way I expect… but at the moment I don’t expect anything.

I am going to try over the next week or so talk about the last few weeks in my life, and some of the questions I’ve asked and am asking myself. Maybe others have input too – maybe not. But life does look like a curve ball is coming – I wonder if i’ll see it in time.