I just as you live in more worlds than just the one. We live different lives depending whom we are with – our actions are different, we are different people but when is it when we are truely honest to ourselves and others around.

I find my place is at a place I help out at called harvest – its a Christian youth camp – I feel totally free there to share who I really try to be in all the things I do. I don’t at all hide my beliefs, I just fit in and can see the world in a totally different view to normal life.

Some of the other worlds…

• My Physical Expected World
• Belief Changed World
• Health, fitness, figure, weight, appearance World
• Money and Work world
• Faith Fueled World

Please click each point for more information on each world I have.

Belief seems to shape our world, whatever we believe is right and true is what shapes us and our actions – I hope people start to see who I really am and not the mask that was up.

At the moment life is sectioned into lots of different areas with no real web to hold them all together. I need to change this to make my life livable and purposeful. Many sections conflict and stop me from fulfilling any real possable potential.

By having so many sections it has shown me I have many abilities, and that if I was to use them together I could do so much more than just on their own.

My Faith is important to me as its what defines who I am and what I do.

I get involved in different Christian events happening in and around the area including IXth Hour, Harvest, Just 10 and NE1. I attend church but not every week.

I find the world of Christianity a hard place to be while at the same time can be the happiest place I exist.

The thought that Christ dies for my sins so that I may meet with God on an anytime basis is a great thought and truth. I want to be able to go out and talk and be free to talk to anyone I want about it without the thought of rejection… I mean I feel I’m only trying to help people find the amazing truth I know.

If you have a game, a toy, a programme, a friend, an event that made you truely happy you don’t keep it to yourself, You want your friends to enjoy it too – whats the difference here? The only difference is that this truth can give them eternal life, and a joy exceeding any life long other thing that is on offer.

When I talk about it, a joy fills me – that I want to tell more and more people. I don’t know where to start or how. I don’t like rejection but does anyone? How can we help others without taking the risk? Doesn’t risk bring excitement and help you really realise life.

This is what I believe in and how I’ve got there over the past 19 years or so. Read it, comment on it, and Think about it.

I must work, and earn lotsa money – to pay off all that I have and have had and want or may need in the future.

I work a general 5 day work week doing 2 jobs that both are OK, each for 20 hours a week totalling a 40 hour work week. I quite like both of my jobs but at the same time hope for more… Not just in money, but in acheivement and making a real difference to life and the people around me.

I look at all what I have and know that I’ve been blessed – I have a home, car, and all I need to survive. I have friends that support me, and work to help pay for it all.

I’ve never really ever opened up at work, they know that I am a Christian but I don’t think I yet show what that really is to them. I’ve always hidden whom I am to protect myself and not to be asked too many questions. Althou in reality, I want questions to be asked… I won’t know all the answers and will be challenged but thats part of the point of life.

No challenges, and easy does it gets boring over time if not quickly. Although a very comfortable existance, its not really living.

In this I am not saying I shouldn’t work, I think all people should work if they are able to do so – be that in helping others and earning money or volunteer work. Some people are in training, learning what they need and thats good too.

I must look a certain way, I must be fit, I must not be over weight, I need to get fitter, thinner, more flexible, healthier – I must.. I must…

This expectation of the world we live in that if you don’t fit an image, then you don’t fit anything. I know that I struggle with the thoughts that I could get fat and overweight althou according to guides I have a BMI of 22.1 which is almost perfect [22 is ideal] but still it feels wrong.

I try to get fit, I am currently doing trampoling each week – A very fun and energetic workout. I am careful on what I eat that I don’t generally have high fat based foods and generally make meals from fresh ingredients [they taste so much better].

I’ve tried ball room & Jive dancing – both quite energetic which suprised me and a lot of fun. I tried the gym, but didn’t have motivation… I occasionally go swimming but not as often as I’d like. I go on random walks from my house to wherever I end up.

I feel I must try and keep a certain outside view of myself althou in the reality of inner life it doesn’t matter too much. But we all want to be liked and appearance can often help greatly to sway opinion.

I have groups of friends that believe many things I know exist but are not true at the same time, they touch on things that no man or woman was ever meant to use and are in a dangerous place and don’t see it.

I once went into their groups, to try and understand where they were coming from and a whole world was opened up to me which excited and terrified me – especially when I realised what it was. I am no longer in that place and thankful for that.

I talk to people about what I believe is right, and they speak to me… I don’t know if i’m getting anywhere with them but hope they see something in it all.

I mix with friends, we go out, drink, night clubs, pool, cinema, bowling, hang out and talk but beliefs don’t really come into it.

I hide my faith as I don’t want them to dislike me althou I also know that they wouldn’t dis me for it. I’ve spoken to them about it and often when I’ve drank more than usual I can’t help but talk about it – it just fits into conversation.

I also feel that I don’t want to force them into believing althou I really want them too – I know that if they don’t that they will not be with me in the long term and I really don’t want that.

I just as you live in more worlds than just the one. We live different lives depending whom we are with – our actions are different, we are different people but when is it when we are truely honest to ourselves and others around.

I find my place is at a place I help out at called harvest – its a Christian youth camp – I feel totally free there to share who I really try to be in all the things I do. I don’t at all hide my beliefs, I just fit in and can see the world in a totally different view to normal life.

Some of the other worlds…

• My Physical Expected World
• Belief Changed World
• Health, fitness, figure, weight, appearance World
• Money and Work world
• Faith Fueled World

Please click each point for more information on each world I have.