Comments on: Little Monsters http://fschooliascoff.com/2008/01/02/little-monsters/ Where the Inner Voice can Speak Aloud Sun, 01 Jan 2012 00:06:28 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.3.1 By: sympathetic ear http://fschooliascoff.com/2008/01/02/little-monsters/comment-page-1/#comment-3 sympathetic ear Thu, 03 Jan 2008 22:26:00 +0000 http://fschooliascoff.com/blog/little-monsters:2008-01-02#comment-3 I reckon the key to being happy is to being real. Not putting on a front as such but being honest with & about ourselves & before God. I cannot honestly say i am happy in life & responsibility for that lies mainly with myself, but it also lies in the actions of other people too which span an awful long period of time. It is the easiest thing in the world to make out that your happy when in reality your heart feels like its being ripped out. I too have felt on occasions (even recently) where i felt there was no point in going on & have contemplating disappearing as i feel that i wouldnt be missed. I feel i have failed God & let a lot of people down & that weighs very heavily on my heart. I feel unloveable & unnattractive to women & that distresses me in a big way. I see other people making massive headway in life & achieving great success but i feel i am where i was 20 years ago. Probably sounds ungrateful but thats me being real!.. I reckon the key to being happy is to being real. Not putting on a front as such but being honest with & about ourselves & before God. I cannot honestly say i am happy in life & responsibility for that lies mainly with myself, but it also lies in the actions of other people too which span an awful long period of time.

It is the easiest thing in the world to make out that your happy when in reality your heart feels like its being ripped out. I too have felt on occasions (even recently) where i felt there was no point in going on & have contemplating disappearing as i feel that i wouldnt be missed.

I feel i have failed God & let a lot of people down & that weighs very heavily on my heart. I feel unloveable & unnattractive to women & that distresses me in a big way. I see other people making massive headway in life & achieving great success but i feel i am where i was 20 years ago. Probably sounds ungrateful but thats me being real!..

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